Calling Old Friends

esmerelda , sixteen, calgary

Oct 16, 2009 10:49pm

11963.) I wish his girlfriend would just go away. I wish he would leave her. I hate that I can't stop being his side girl.

Oct 10, 2009 7:32pm

11693.) i finally confronted you over the fact that you were leading me on for two months.

blogsecret:

i felt so alive, i’d never been so brave. i told everyone how pathetic you looked and we all laughed. doing that made me feel evil and the truth is that i still want you with everything i have inside of me. i don’t think i’ll ever really give up.
Oct 10, 2009 7:32pm

11694.) I was a good girlfriend to you. I wrote you sweet notes, sent you cute text messages, and made you cupcakes on your birthday.

blogsecret:

You know what you gave me in return? Bruises, a broken heart, and a much lower self esteem. I still want to say I’m sorry. I’m sorry that I didn’t sleep with you, and it caused you to cheat on me five separate times. I’m sorry that you felt the need to get totally wasted every night and text me while you were drunk, telling me that I was a waste of your time. I’m sorry that I didn’t party with you every weekend. And I’m sorry that I fought back whenever you hit me. I still feel like I was good for you. I gave you a purpose to come home in one piece and to come to school. I hope now that you have graduated you don’t let alcohol take over your life, but I’m afraid that it already has. I hope that you find success with whatever you do, and I hope that you’re happy. I just want to say, I miss you. I guess that’s my secret. I miss you.

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don't forget to fly

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